For anyone new here (hi, welcome, grab a coffee), I’m an IVF warrior, a mom, a partner, a sleep-deprived researcher of all things life throws at me. This blog? It started on January 1, 2025, as my desperate attempt to escape my comfort zone and stop worrying about what people think. Spoiler alert: still working on that.
At first, Wannabe Diary was just my daily journal—a raw, unfiltered brain dump of my life. But then I realized… I wanted more. I wanted to help people. Because if I’m already spending ridiculous hours researching pregnancy, baby cries, toddler parenting, personal growth, and whether I’ll ever be confident enough to appear on camera, why not save other people the effort?
Personal Growth, Mindvalley, and a Crazy Sign from the Universe
Now, let’s talk about my latest obsession: Mindvalley. I’ve been subscribed for almost a year, mostly because of The Art of Manifestation by Regan Hillyer (1000% recommend). But, being me, I sort of… forgot to actually use it. This year, I decided to go all in. Daily meditation? Check. Reading a personal growth book a month? Check. Feeling like I might actually get my life together? We’ll see.
I started Total Self-Confidence by Paul McKenna because my confidence is… well, let’s just say it’s been a work in progress. And let me tell you, I’ve been feeling the shift. My motivation has skyrocketed, my vision for this blog has crystallized, and I’ve mapped out a daily theme structure:
- Mondays: Everything about conception, infertility, pregnancy
- Tuesdays: Newborns and babies
- Wednesdays: Toddlers, parenting, and education
- Thursdays: Mindset, personal growth, meditation, hypnosis
- Fridays: Relationships, especially after kids
- Saturdays: Quick, healthy, and delicious meals
- Sundays: Self-care, reflections, and community interaction
I’m constantly working on free guides, resources, and eventually full-fledged courses and products. But it takes time. I have to remind myself that I’m doing this solo, finances are tight, and balance is key—I want to build something great without sacrificing my time with my family.
A week ago, I also started The Silva Ultramind System, and it hit me like a truck (in the best way possible). When I reached the Mental Video Technique lesson, I was hooked. The exercise is simple: visualize your question, your doubt, or anything you need guidance on—twice in the morning (once with open eyes, once closed) and again at night while in a deep, meditative state. You then send this out to the universe and wait for a clear sign.
And so, I asked: Am I on the right path? Is everything I’ve envisioned for Wannabe Diary—the future courses, guides, deeper educational content, and holistic support for parents—truly my purpose? I know this is meant to help people, but I needed validation that I wasn’t just wasting my time. I wanted a clear response from the universe.
The Reel That Went Viral… And Then This Happened
Lately, my Instagram has been growing. My reels have been going viral, which is amazing, but I didn’t just want to be known for funny content. I wanted my educational reels to take off, too. And last night, my reel about baby cries—the one explaining the Dunstan Baby Language that was featured on Oprah in 2006—started blowing up. I went to bed with around 700 followers and thought, “Maybe I’ll hit 1,000 overnight.”
I woke up to 1,700 followers.
Whoa.
But then I remembered—Vishen Lakhiani (Mindvalley’s founder) says that the sign from the universe will be crystal clear. And while this was amazing, I wasn’t sure if this was the sign. After all, the reel was naturally performing well, so was this really a direct message from the universe?
Then, as I scrolled, I saw it. Sharon. Freaking. Stone. Followed. Me.
Excuse me, what?!
At first, I thought it was a fan account. Nope. It was THE Sharon Stone. And not only that—she had shared my reel in her stories.
Okay, Universe, you win. I got the message.
I immediately thanked her for sharing, not expecting a response. But she did. And her message hit deep:
“I raised three adopted boys from birth. I endlessly questioned myself…”
I need you to pause for a second and let that sink in.
Even Sharon Stone—a powerhouse, an icon, a woman who has conquered Hollywood and beyond—had doubts as a mother. And that, my friends, is exactly why I created Wannabe Diary. Because we all feel this way. No matter who you are. No matter how much you’ve achieved. Parenting is a wild, emotional rollercoaster, and we all need a little reassurance sometimes.
The Future: Hypnotherapy, Life Coaching, and More
My vision doesn’t stop at Wannabe Diary. Eventually, I want to work directly with people—especially women navigating infertility, parents trying to break generational cycles, and kids who need support to build confidence and resilience.
I dream of getting certified in:
- Mindvalley Certified Hypnotherapy with Paul McKenna (because his hypnosis techniques have changed my life)
- Rapid Transformational Therapy® (RTT®) with Marisa Peer (her work speaks to my soul—I literally cry during her sessions because they hit so deep)
- Mindvalley Certified Life Coach (because this knowledge will help me guide others even further)
- Coach the Coach Laser Coaching Intensive with Regan Hillyer (because her manifestation techniques were the first step in my personal growth journey, and her energy is absolutely magnetic. Every time I do Paul McKenna’s confidence hypnosis, where I have to embody someone’s powerful energy—I step into hers).
These certifications aren’t cheap, and right now, I don’t have the finances. But I know—I just know—that the universe will provide. Because when your purpose is this clear, and when the signs are this undeniable, you don’t stop. You keep going.
The Takeaway: Listen to Your Heart and Take the Leap
If you needed a sign to start working on yourself, to invest in your personal growth, to take that leap—consider this it. Because everything is possible. I’m only at the beginning of my journey, and already, things are aligning in ways I never imagined.
Mindvalley has been a game-changer for me, and if you’re looking for something that will truly elevate your life, I highly recommend it. And no, this isn’t sponsored—I just genuinely believe in what they do because they are changing lives.
Oh, and if by some wild chance Sharon, Paul, Regan, Marisa, or Vishen ever read this—first of all, hi, I love you. Second, thank you for your work. Your teachings are literally shaping my path, and I hope one day to pay it forward on a massive scale.
For now, I’ll keep going. My path is clear. Because the universe has spoken. And when the universe speaks this loud, you don’t hesitate.