Dear Wannabe Diary,

So, today I woke up full of motivation and energy—feeling like Beyoncé on a world tour. Yesterday’s entry, where I basically told my subconscious to f*** off, really did something. I feel unstoppable. Like, I can do anything. It must be the new year's magic, right? We’ve all got those 1,001 resolutions swirling in our heads—ones we usually forget by February—but hey, this vibe is working for me, and I’ll ride it as long as it lasts.

Now, let’s address the elephant in the diary: yes, this little project started with a lot of whining and venting, but I swear I’m not always like that. Usually, I’m a pretty positive person (except when I’m not, obviously). But sometimes, life boils over, and I need to let it out. Hence, this diary. Still, I’m optimistic—like, obnoxiously so. Even with all my faceplants in business (seriously, it’s a wonder my nose isn’t flatter), I’m that person who sees a potential money-maker and instantly goes full throttle.

Here’s how it usually goes:

I see something, think this could totally work, and by the end of the day, I’ve read a dozen articles, ordered supplies, and locked myself in my “office,” working like a maniac—multitasking like a mom at a PTA bake sale. And then, surprise! By evening, I’m kicking myself for ordering all that stuff because, obviously, what if it’s not my thing?! Classic me. Impulse-driven and absolutely allergic to slowing down and thinking it through.

The worst part?

I give up too soon. Like, the second I don’t see results, I’m on to the next idea with the same intensity, only to crash even harder. So yeah, my business is currently drowning in debt (my future self owes me a car). But hey, I’m still here. I’m still dreaming. And one day, I’ll be writing about how I turned it all around.

Speaking of turning things around, let’s talk about last night’s podcast. Joe Dispenza. Have you heard of him? Because apparently, the universe decided it was time for me to hear his message. He talked about exactly what’s been holding me back—those crappy emotions and negative thoughts that creep in thanks to my subconscious. You know, anxiety, anger, frustration, and that lovely feeling of lack.

Here’s the kicker:

the more we focus on lack, the further away our dreams get. So, Joe says we need to live as if we’re already in our future, happy, calm, and grateful—basically, tricking our brain into thinking we’ve already made it. Easier said than done, right? But I’m committed.

This morning, I made my first-ever vision board. And let me tell you, it’s a masterpiece. It’s going right above my desk so I can stare at it whenever I’m tempted to throw in the towel. Because if 2025 isn’t my year, I’m not sure what is.

Joe also said something that really hit: “If you want to create a new personal reality, you need to change your personality.” Damn. That’s a whole vibe. So here’s the plan:

Resolutions for 2025:

• Be happy. Stop complaining. Learn to enjoy life now.
• Change my mindset—ditch those feelings of lack.
• Build a 6-figure business (because mama’s tired of being broke).
• Level up this blog, create a supportive community, and help others see failure as part of the process.
• Health, health, health: postpartum fitness, healthy eating, skincare routine—basically, glow-up season.
• Family time: love, laughter, and moments that matter.
• Read at least one personal development book a month (because knowledge is power, blah blah).
• Manifest daily. Meditate daily. Stay grateful.
• Save for the dream wedding in 2026 (just waiting on that proposal, babe).
• Financial freedom—bye-bye debt, hello abundance.
• Travel, explore, live.
• Build our dream home (preferably with a giant tub I can hide in).
• Meet people with the same energy and goals.
• Both my partner and I quit our day jobs because our business is thriving!

So yeah, 2025 is all about becoming the best version of myself. And if I start slipping, I’ve got my vision board and this diary to kick my butt back into gear.

Signing off,
Wannabe Positive (and Rich, Fit, and Fabulous)